welcome to my blog
introduction
Hi I'm Dave, but sometimes I go by D. I'm just trying to better myself mentally and physically. I work full time and host karaoke at Mad Jack's Bar & Grill. Eventually I'd like to meet Ahren Stringer (Formally from The Amity Affliction), Austin Post, Mattew Lillard, David Tenant, Caleb Shomo, Jerry Trainor.
Though I listen to everything, I'm more of a metal head than anything. Besides music my intersts are Exploring in the woods, camping, fishing, and Gaming.I hope to have more Gaming Videos, Vlogs, and maybe even cooking/Meal Prep Videos coming to my channel soon.
AM I WHO I WANT TO BE???
by Dave on February 18, 2026
I've been in a pretty big slump lately that I'm not happy with. It feels like I keep trying to do all these projects and record them for my channel and stuff, but even by myself it feels awkward. Like I want to record workout videos and my progress, but I hate how I look now and just posting a picture of myself is terrifying at times. There's always the MABERIOUS content, I wanna make music, but when I post my stuff it gets ignored or not many likes and that really hits making me feel like I suck and that I'm terrible even though I get paid to sing every week. I honestly think I've been focusing on the wrong things in life lately. Like yeah I'm single, but why should I care? Do I crave companionship and miss cuddles? Yeah - but doesn't everyone? I went a year being single and didn't even kiss anyone or get laid so I think I'd be good after just a few months again. I still got my kids, a few friends, my house, a full time job with shit pay, but it's a job. I'm getting the music making software soon and I'm buying a set of adjustable weights and I can use to workout soon. If I can change out my manual treadmill for a regular or a walk pad that would be great. .
I REALLY need to start working out more and possibly quit drinking as much, but the alchohol helps me when I'm in my head.
So what is my plan? Honestly I don't really know because everytime I say I have one it never really happens. Could be because there is so much going on in my life I end up too busy to do the things that I want to do or I have problems with habbits. My ADHD gets so bad I'll keep up with something for like two weeks or a month and then something else gets my attention. Wild I could be in a realtionship for years and not have an issue with commiting there, but when it comes to workouts or working on simple projects I get distracted. I was doing my december detox where I was posting everyday and recording videos, I didn't even make it three weeks. What's wrong with me?
So when I said I don't know what my plan is, it's because they don't work out. So instead of making a plan, let's just go wild and try to live our lives. I'll workout and other stuff, but I'm not gonna do it like everyone else I guess.
and don't forget lists
by michael on october 2, 2006
This is just a simple unordered list with a small 9×9 transparent 2-color gif in the shape of a diamond. It lists the browsers I tested this template with.
- Firefox 1.5-2.0 (Mac & PC)
- Safari 2.0.4
- Internet Explorer 6 & 7
- Opera 9.02 (Mac & PC)
The ordered list shared most of the same propertties save for the list item image above.
- Lorem ipsum dolor sit amet
- Consectetur adipisicing elit
- Sed diam nonummy nibh
- Vivamus viverra. Nullam turpis